He twists
shifts and sifts
through sheets
newly laundered
as if he is swimming
in a sea of solitude
comfort and relief;
today is Saturday.
today is
saturday.
The only day
left unmolested
by the comings and goings
of school yard antics
sideshow panics
where his face is
made up as
beautiful as his
lineage has imposed.
Where every girl he
knows throws
and throttles to be
the hand upon his knee
the
one wearing his letter
fetter and ring
because he is
king,
of nothing.
He twists more
realizing the mental
images
the soulful onslaught
of wearing an unwanted
crown
is creeping into his world
and it is Saturday!
Sifting tighter.
Stop
door bell.
What now?!
Evan…. EVan
EVAN! Come down!
And so the play begins
the drop down
dive and bend
to the will of the
money makers and
game gang bangers
of his ‘sophisticated’ life
Meet Mr. CEO
and his queen
meet the paster and
his dreams
we gave money to
the church and the
charity
our boy will be
known be
seen
and all he
really wants is to be
back in bed
because it is
Saturday.
But here they come
the Duke and his wife
with dutchess in tow
because the wheels of
torture must continue to
pull tug and tow
his line into the future
but its not
his future
its not his
because it is Saturday
he longs to sneak off to the waters
edge
to dip his toes into the sound of
nothing
and dream of warmer hands
and a life he will never have
because all he hears is
expectation
the drive and motivation
the grandchildren he will
be making
the woman he must bed
because he must wed
his life to the vices of his
father
and be the ‘Man’
and they will sing
great is the king
but damn it
it is Saturday
Evan isn’t listening
he is out of his mind
he is running out of time
the court is adjourning
and he is turning into
the very thing he hates
the Football jock instead
of the boy who sings
the Frat man on campus
instead of with the man
on campus
…. and it seems
hopeless
to know all this
as he stares out the window
and dreams
Saturday
is a reprieve…
unless you
are the son
of a king.
Awesome poem!
Fabulous and deep and a definite postcript to many lives, thanks ~Deborah